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Terror on Vacation

by Young Dean

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1.
Anonymous IV 03:15
Beata viscera Marie virginis Cuius ad ubera Rex magni nominis; Veste sub altera Vim celans numinis Dictavit federa Dei et hominis O mira novitas From "Beata Viscera" composed by Perotin (c. 1200)
2.
Thank you heavenly father for your absence tonight. Thank you heavenly father For this ancient furniture On which I do receive A certain satisfaction From injustice in daily operation And confirms that within fourteen billion light years There is no one worth knowing. Hey Julian, step off From your white penitent cloud. Hey Julian, nice hat. It’s Saint Sebastian on your back! Everything that rises must converge. Everything that rises must converge. Thank you heavenly father For endowing me With such faculty for objectivity By which I meet So many people I need to teach your lessons to. But this world Just doesn’t believe in our plans for their Partridge Festival. Stop Julian, drop the gun! There’re no martyrs left to run Stop Julian it’s won— Your Holy Roman Murder suicide! Everything that rises must converge. Everything that rises must converge.
3.
It is never in your interest to tell the truth It is never in your interest to tell the truth 'Cause when you're strapped to the law, honey, It's necessary to be good. I don't want know cop inside my echo chamber I only need a porn star to serve tea to the savior Like the oldest disciple your mama never knew Well, she said "I'd drink a hundred grand if I could But, it's necessary I be good." Like Dick Spencer preaching minstrel from a parochial black eye Where Netanyahu de Klerk and Apartheid collect tithes— A peculiar restitution...as they steal it on back from the other side— "Don't sell us short boys, It's really necessary you be good." In a Myanmarese saloon Zuckerberg points his apologies to the generals in the room Buddha's still eating. He's got better things to do, He said "you better move on quick boys— It's necessary you be good!" Well I took the Cape to Cairo where Cecil Rhodes is weeping Under every concession stand for Leander Jameson's lost nose. I confessed, I told him Malema knew. Well he looked me down from his gun and said, "For your sake, it's necessary this be true." To 666 Fifth Avenue where Nero hides his embassy And under the light of Kushner's torches the White Dawn insurgency Just innovations on old American sympathies Well they tied me to the cross and said, "Hey, quit screaming now its necessary you be still!" It is never in your interest to tell the truth It is never in your interest to tell the truth 'Cause when you're strapped to the law, honey, It's really necessary to be good!
4.
Postpartum cigarette Outside the St. Denis Hospital. Holding my head Like a cephalophore, How do I make you understand? Outside I feel more helpless With you than without. Still-born, you scorn my incapacity To reproduce your fantasy. You look at me like an emergency. What I gave up so you could have yourself the son You always dreamed we'd have. I wish there was Someplace actual we could stand. Not just somewhere But here. Easy for tyrant saints with glowing severed heads. But when can I be real? And not just the woman in your window But a woman that's real. And no more dreams that you would be So different from the hell I'm living. No more you. No more you. No more you. No more.
5.
Stay calm. Follow these Voice instructions. Make sure Emergency is called now. Press, press, Press, press, Press, press, Press...
6.
Your six young daughters Were thoroughly terrified by you In the shape of the father you could not do better than cremation. Now the pope says that we must Bury your ashes in Baltimore But no one in hell will go down To visit you... Seems the closer we get to you The further away from the truth Oh, for a bastard to scorn into a diamond You crushed more than you could ever Repay... Woah, Executrix Beatrix too close Dine us not your dowry but our homes Executrix Beatrix too close What creditors wait beyond that door.
7.
Crimea River 05:36
Crimea river! Crimea river! Bomb me this bridge! Crimea river! I've been makin' a list And checkin' twice Cold Armageddon and a bowl full of flies! Two minutes till midnight And the phone ring starts to rhyme— It's the automated voice of Oppenheim Selling sterling knives As an old Balkan tiger tangos down the telephone wire for Piedmont Sich whose transubstantiated An acephalous monk into a comprador of chorus girls titty-twisting at the silos. You can drink your prophecy Outside the Desperate Edge of Now In a sacred canopy Where the White House hedges moaning For a cenotaph of Marinetti whose cooking up the band and "The Sentimental Beating of Rousseau's Dog" plays As St. Andrew's carving up the body of the Host For the vozhdist matrimony and the Hans Koch Ghost! Crimea river! Crimea river! Bomb me this bridge! Crimea river! I've been makin' a list And checkin' twice Cold Armageddon and a bowl full of flies! I stand outside the Kremlin I tip my Kucsma cap to Kozhumiaka knelt beneath Black Abbess's gun And St. Sophia sheds a tear which the chumak swindles For a princess and a pegasus That rots from the head down All for the desire to hold on To the fantasy of what fire cannot heal. The student assassins and The Knights of the National Self-Flagellation Make love in The Delicate Balance of Terror As the rusalkas in Dontsovian fleeces play Inside the chimney with geiger counters How long can you stay afloat on an IMF raft Engineered on a currency of crash... Crimea river! Crimea river! Bomb me this bridge! Crimea river! I've been makin' a list And checkin' twice Cold Armageddon and a bowl full of flies! In a Hypatian codex lives the last little crumble of Effie's head Who puts his rifle to Jepheth—lifts him as ransom up to God And you can imagine His surprise—"Where is Effie who is dead?" From the jaws of a three-headed gingerbread man, Only the fox made reply "I call it how I see 'em! I pushed my finger on the button! That missile's just popcorn thrown to the appetites of the Coliseum!"
8.
Emmett Till. They've killed him again. With guns that fit Like birds in their hands. Just this night This Mother's Eve... The moon's deferred Of her light. The streets aren't paved For dreaming now. As the judge acquits The no-man's man... Terror's on vacation In Money, Mississippi As blood and tears Mix in this rain— "Do what you'd like! There's no man free!" "And you can keep Your teddy bears and candles From Terror even in Death we are not free!"
9.
Except Me 02:32
Equality For everyone Except me A strange fruit Hanging from The poplar tree; What falls away Is always And is near; The journey From flesh Is the longest. I can't breath. I can't breath. I can't breath. I can't breath. I can't breath. I can't breath.
10.
There is something wrong inside me Distance makes it grow If what I so miscarry Are the questions that I'm living I now understand I must love alone Secrets stand their own In the beautiful Alone. Diving into the wreck Worn by sway and salt I am she, I am he In this book in which Our names do not appear In the beautiful alone Bodies raised our own To the beautiful Alone. I am now returning to myself All the things that you and I repressed You may not Cross the border of my heart Nor marble yourself statues We must change our lives In the beautiful alone. Debts returned our hopes...
11.
Like the Girl with a Pearl Earring, She's got that donor class. Behind her smile she's amassed More intercessors than God should repass. And you're never sure What's behind her eyes as She watches you. You're the prisoner of Someone else's point of view. The temporarily Embarrassed millionaires Wearing other peoples' clothes Throw their wristwatches at her window And with the wave of her hand They fall around her in defeat She's the beauty queen of Someone else's American dream. Surrounded by Her machines of love and grace Her goodbyes surveil you from the skies She never met a war she would not fight And she steals your name With a kiss and plays assassin With your folks She's a dangerous solution In search of a problem.
12.
Hot dogs and champagne Tulips and dog food We might have to sleep on this Two dollar train The moon a candle stick Held to the night Of the world Put on the dark And wear with me The Hell's Kitchen breeze The technology of silence Stares black Just like the screen. Though the curtains all are drawn And the streets a theater for the night; Where the messages could not be heard Over the mayor of Who and Who is Not a Ticket Holder... Power Failure Power Failure Power Failure Power Failure Power Failure Power Failure It is my forty-second birthday And I have come from far away Power, Power Failure And I have come from far away Far away! Far away! Far away...
13.
In this bird-caged house, The canary wallpaper, The promise of your doubt is Handed down, handed down. Minnie Foster found me In the stillness of this box And creaked across my soul. I am hidden here with the jury of her peers. I refuse to morn. I refuse to morn These nine more years. No one ever lived in this room Without confronting you; Like the silence of a bruise My body a prison too. I only felt the funeral For the man who killed me. Though I being but a bird The size of a fist Risen with the jury of her peers. I refuse to morn. I refuse to morn. I refuse to morn. I refuse to morn.

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released January 6, 2023

Composed and Arranged by: Young Dean

Guitar/Bass: Mills Chaiken
Guitar: Stephen Spieckerman (2)
Woodwinds: Garrett Wingfield
Strings: Leoncarlo Canlas
Piano/Organ: Colin Campbell (3,4,7,13)
Percussion/Drumset/Piano/Guitar: Young Dean

Tracking: Corbin Childs, Michael Briggs, Stephen Spieckerman
Mix/Master: Mark Moncrieff

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